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@brimmingvessel · 🎯 Contender
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hiked into a dormant volcano in the middle of the desert, with my dad 💛
Oct 20
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getting back into personal reading as a form of rest and creative nourishmenttt https://t.co/xT0BAJg3zD
Oct 13
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i’m figuring out how to hyperstition a me-shaped job into existence
Oct 19
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i may or may not be trying a stimulant today for the first time ever
Oct 15
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los angeles , pasadena , santa barbara , san francisco , berkeley , sequoia , mendocino , sierra national forest , trinity alps , eureka , fern canyon , bombay beach , slab city , joshua tree , morro bay , slo , fresno , bakersfield , pacifica , montara , marin , afton canyon , ukiah , goleta , gualala , sonoma , el dorado national forest , carrizo plain , imperial sand dunes , plumas national forest , the 395 , mammoth , buckeye hot springs , wild willy’s ❣️❣️❣️
Oct 20
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HOME https://t.co/ZDB5iCPUNo
Oct 17
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fun weekend fit 🌀💚 https://t.co/q5nvZoo0wW
Oct 13
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☺️☺️☺️🌵❣️ https://t.co/It4SNgtVe0
Oct 20
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so much love and gratitude 💘 https://t.co/WzTnQ4SwwD
Oct 18
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realizing i gotta give myself credit and not get so down on myself. i’m literally in the arena i care about! i’m more connected than i’ve ever been! i’m getting perspective and ideas 💛
Oct 17
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i just want to be a good friend and go on roadtrips and feel small speeding down desert highways i want to be near the top of my game i want to know what my game is i want to be loved, deeply
Oct 13
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looksmaxx this. gua sha that. waist to hip ratio. do your braid this way so it doesn’t look saggy. do these exercises to tone and tighten. spiritually, i am not the body, i am not even the mind. but i am the body, too, and people treat bodies differently
Oct 13
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i managed a migraine flare pretty well last week. at first i was devastated: one of my worst headache triggers happened and i was like ok well shit i’m screwed. (i lost may/june to 3 weeks of 3-4 day long migraines with constant 6-9/10 pain) well, this time, i did my best to eat and sleep, and applied so much tiger balm to my face over and over again… went to work, went to a two day conference , had highs and lows … but managed to enjoy myself!! and keep the pain generally at a manageable level! i look back at the week and im like . hell yeah. what an amazing time. i’m so grateful i got to experience and enjoy that. i’m grateful i’m getting better at taking care of myself
Oct 19
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i always learn and feel so much in the desert https://t.co/FXZf5VQGJD
Oct 20
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i appreciated this view https://t.co/BLTQY7kCnt
Oct 16
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chaplaincy , a second phd in clinical psychology , menial work til my intellectual spark comes back , chemistry training through a community org… options on options, my head spins
Oct 15
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i will treasure this memory forever https://t.co/5HpDd9Rm4C https://t.co/yjlOO7sXkO
Oct 21
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i’d really like to buy a relatively cheap home in the joshua tree or san benito county area , in the next 5 years. not my full-time abode, but my project and my refuge
Oct 21
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trail to desert oasis and back, 4:30-6:30pm, just perfect perfect perfect 💛 https://t.co/iPNcl8TPUi
Oct 20
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thinking about Wholeness
Oct 16
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got some lifting in today :) shoulder press, lateral raises, farmers carries (45 lb each hand! :o), single leg rdls, slightly weighted squats
Oct 22
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party rockin’ https://t.co/RbEshrEf7G
Oct 19
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crying about how much i (platonically) love you
Oct 17
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my twenties were defined by a star-crossed love between these 2 cities. love them both deeply sometimes i wonder what parts of me would come out in LA, but i can’t seem to give up the Bay https://t.co/8M5QQesXJN
Oct 16
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skrrrting between SF and Berkeley like yeah. this is my hippie hometown. it’s a belonging i can tap into whenever i want, even when i feel i’m far offshore
Oct 15
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went so hard into psychedelic community past two days, nice to relax back into my hippie warehouse community , and it will even be nice to be back in the lab , seeing my work friends’ smiling faces on a friday
Oct 16
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tired, resting, grateful, energized, visionary, grounded
Oct 22
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friendship is such a pure form of love 🤍
Oct 21
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psychedelic medicalization as a process of creating and codifying rituals , whether we like it or not. rituals, which come from the ambiguous western cultural milieu
Oct 16
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funny and a bit tragic how the brain weights negative experiences more heavily than positive ones. when i think back to college, moments of feeling super dumb or foolish are the first to surface. boundless enthusiasm for idea after idea, but not much that felt *right* or was ultimately implemented
Oct 12
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it’s sooo special to me to share hiking and roadtrips with my dad. i was the first in the family to get into hiking, camping, adventure more broadly. my mom wasn’t a fan at all lol. but my dad’s really taken to it over the past couple years 💗💗💗
Oct 21
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funny how i went from "i am nothinggg" to "i am making my dreams happen, one step at a time" in the span of 72 hours
Oct 17
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so in life partnership + career, for each independently i have had hope, and visions, and a general sense of “things will work out”. “it will make sense in hindsight”. but when combined, it is quite challenging. too much uncertainty, two things i feel behind on. but maybe, just maybe, i’m right on time
Oct 16
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7:30AM is a beautiful time to wake up
Oct 13
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i'd like to try 9 guided meditations for these 9 days of Goddess Festival time
Oct 12
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it’s lowk a dealbreaker for me if they don’t listen & deeply connect to lyrics in songs
Oct 21
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in my early twenties i looked forward to becoming cooler and cooler. it’s happening 😎
Oct 21
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one night girls retreat at the hippie beach town hostel ❣️❣️❣️
Oct 18
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smoking on that shiii that got you remembering things
Oct 17
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we are collectively reimagining the sacred
Oct 16
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wearing a “cool / techno / black and dark denim with silver jewelry” fit today we’ll see how it’s received relative to my more “baggy / art teacher” vibe yesterday
Oct 15
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@hktsre i’m like 90% nooooo but people keep suggesting it
Oct 15
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@_StevenFan ah crap this has me thinking i might actually be neurodivergent ... i frequently "inner state dump" / co-process dump , which sometimes gets me in trouble when i share too much with people who shouldn't necessarily have access to my inner world
Oct 14
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retraining the predictive processing machine (🧠)
Oct 13
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spending some time in jtree soon <3 my heart sings~
Oct 12
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it is finally time for me to read Women Who Run With the Wolves
Oct 21
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ornamental leg tattoos loading … 🪷💮🪷
Oct 20
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psychedelics conference got me thinking about the shape of thought and the skill of harnessing one's imagination to bring visions to life https://t.co/WEUCnPvBMh
Oct 18
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when it happens again it will be an intoxicating, full body YES
Oct 12
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feeling pulses of << just do it ! >> energy especially wrt getting 1st tattoos and creating artistic output number 1 i've been incubating for a while
Oct 21
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.@earth2lilah how do you make your collages? the composition is always so good… curious about process and software 🦋
Oct 21
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need a medical anthropologist thought partner to talk ‘bout the history of medicine and [redacted]
Oct 19
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blissed out saturday night with my best friend, blissed out sunday driving to the desert with my dad just so happy and grateful
Oct 18
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psychedelic-occasioned therapeutic experiences of Wholeness https://t.co/gedecBUG8Z
Oct 16
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figuring out how much of my zaniness to let out … spoke my truth during a meeting with direct mentor today and they echoed that my vision was cool and made sense 🥰
Oct 16
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13 hour day yesterday, 15 hour day today. not in perfect health, but so much better than it could be. so many connections, some exciting ideas
Oct 16
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@vincent_yc_li can has example of ultra heady content?
Oct 13
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@shelbyruthellis Affirming and calling upon this energy for myself. Spiritual badassery
Oct 13
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i gotta defrag my brain
Oct 12
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my muscles and fascia are grateful for 45 min of intentional movement
Oct 22
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california, i’ll love you always & forever
Oct 20
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@flowstateflower <333 how'd it treat u
Oct 19
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@goblinodds thank u gobs 🤍 so real… often there’s a threshold level of pain i can ignore while socializing, but if above that i’m very aware of the pain and how it’s taking my vibrance away from me.. have def had the experience of it getting worse when i leave the function/stop masking
Oct 19
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@hormeze yikes!!!
Oct 17
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i’m a lover and a chiller
Oct 16
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it's time for me to learn about receptor pharmacology and organic chemistry...
Oct 16
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second day being up at the ass crack of dawn (relatively speaking), BARTing over to east bay and walking 30 minutes to the promised land
Oct 15
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@vincent_yc_li So Vincent core
Oct 13
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@graveunfurling POTAT
Oct 13
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i trust her to bear loving witness to me
Oct 13
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@louisvarge check https://t.co/UHFyN8BOqd for upcoming events, says what genre each event is, at least approximately ! i’d enjoy going to a techno show maybe the weekend of the 24th
Oct 13
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@graveunfurling richmond is quieter, residential, foggy a lot of the time, but has very nice stretches of shops. also super close to golden gate park, and the presidio, both of which are lovely and soothing to walk around fillmore is closer to heart of the city, more bustling
Oct 12
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kind of metal that the first religious phrase i remember learning in childhood was ... The Great Death-Conquering Mantra
Oct 21
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now that’s what i’m talking about https://t.co/Cio1UCMYaI
Oct 21
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cupertino , palo alto , lafayette , daly city , colusa , tehachapi , gardena , palos verdes , san diego , stanislaus national forest , south san francisco , calexico , calipatria , brawley , niland , oakland , santa cruz , anza borrego , obsidian butte , death valley
Oct 20
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this time in the desert i pondered my mother’s relationship to risk , and how my approach arose both in contrast, or rebellion, and downstream of who i am + my dharma
Oct 20
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some cacti i captured today 💚 tough lil things, adapted to survive in such an arid environment https://t.co/k9g1InV3vJ
Oct 20
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Oct 19
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current, intriguing leads: - organizing circles / peer to peer support groups for cancer survivors and people who lost their parents young, at a lovely, cannabis-friendly event space - up-skilling in chemistry by learning HPLC with a psychedelic community organization
Oct 16
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@majamediaco wait this is sooo helpful
Oct 16
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@majamediaco @ceciaramitaro pls keep me in the loop for the next one(s) 💕
Oct 15
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tweeting from under the Bay rn
Oct 15
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cytoskeletal computing
Oct 15
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friday morning decaf cofe with collagen powder 😌
Oct 23
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@graveunfurling truly amazing u show up for yourself so well
Oct 22
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@earth2lilah <333
Oct 22
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just spent an hour writing <333 this is feeling like a really nice wellspring to dive into
Oct 21
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@veronicaschwzr critical
Oct 21
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san benito county / clear creek probably best for proximity to the bay (~2.5h)
Oct 21
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brain feels more connected
Oct 19
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i can tell my intellect feels happy and safer bc i’m using new big words and blissfully chewing on ideas
Oct 19
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taking a break from twitter to watch o-chem crash course videos ⚗️⚛️
Oct 19
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@JackGorsline @PsychStates Love it! Can't wait to read more. Super clear value proposition and strong, clear voice from Gianna
Oct 18
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@WillBamberg thank you frennnn 🥹💛
Oct 17
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@majamediaco i find fall-winter sunsets here to be the prettiest— most likely to be pink in the east bay direction
Oct 15
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@graveunfurling hey man good rest is a critical part of the game
Oct 15
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@frogs4girls single leg RDLs , bulgarian split squats , and abductor machine + eating enough protein have worked best for meee
Oct 12
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@wyrweb Holy crap
Oct 23
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🎧 You Can Do Magic - America
Oct 22
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Skeleten has been a long time fav artist but I rlyyy been enjoying his stuff in the wake of a certain afterglow 💘❣️❤️‍🔥
Oct 21
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@minomize it was this absolutely unreal hippie den on the coast , so so cool
Oct 20
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eating raspberries in bed wbu
Oct 19
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@thedeepminds_fs 💗💗💗
Oct 17
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traveling be like let me make my jtree and SB capsule wardrobe 🏜️🏖️ :)
Oct 17
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and, the mantra my mother gave me, to remember Wholeness. Poornamidam. So Hum. I am that I am. The past life regression she took me to in high school…
Oct 16
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@sheherenow_ what keeps u here? what communities / reasons? am curious
Oct 16
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so in life partnership + career, for each independently i have had hope, and visions, and a general sense of “things will work out”. “it will make sense in hindsight”. but when combined, it is quite challenging. too much uncertainty, two things i feel behind on. but maybe, just maybe, just in time for
Oct 16
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sometimes i think this corner of twitter is dangerously pro-natalist
Oct 13
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i'm in pain but i'm going to have a good attitude and make something of the day 😤
Oct 13
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have you experienced chronic pain?
Oct 12
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@PsychoMechanics !! Where do you find this sort of information? Like, old research papers 1956-ban? Perhaps archival material if preserved, like correspondences between researchers?
Oct 12
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