spencer

27,200

Twitter Wars 2 points

Scores updated 14 min ago

Tweets: 36
Likes: 105
Retweets: 0
Replies: 28
Quote tweets: 1
2× boosted: 0
Followers: 509+7

Every scored tweet

300 per tweet · 100 per like · 200 per reply · 300 per retweet · 300 per quote tweet

Tweet	Likes	Replies	Quotes	Boost	Points
The villain arc of Spencer: - born highly sensitive into a deeply enmeshed family system - introjected shame from parents: "something is fundamentally wrong with me" - very youthful appearance and delayed development -> constantly doted upon by caring adults and peers, recipient of cute aggression - learn to lean into smallness, helplessness to recruit attention & love - slowly build resentment as I am othered by peers, underestimated, misread - resentment reaches critical point as the need to be seen and express desire mutates into misattuned aggression and manipulation - abandoned by people who were drawn to my helplessness, surprised by my depth - near suicidal, decide to Figure It Out, dissect my psyche, try to Become Normal - psyche becomes so dissected, torn to shreds, that the Light entered and everything became Deeply Okay - anger unlocked - joy unlocked - real friendships unlocked - spiritual insight + presence unlocked - still figuring it out, did not become normal, became just Differently Weird - committed to help others who are chronically othered Oct 20	30	9	1	—	5,400
I feel like a huge component of having strong boundaries is knowing in your body and soul that you are strong enough to defend yourself against aggressors. Strength physically, or socially: protected by others. (fight) Oct 12	8	2	0	—	1,500
I like sending voice memos to friends Oct 18	7	1	0	—	1,200
@majamediaco Sometimes I like to just sit there and notice the elephant and start laughing, then people ask me what's so funny and it feels like the elephant has turned to look at me like Jim Halpert like he wants help, and I just keep laughing because it's too much https://t.co/1WFSyYqJYU Oct 12	9	0	0	—	1,200
I'm not afraid to speak up, I'm exercising my power to withhold myself because you don't fucking deserve me. Oct 22	7	0	0	—	1,000
@christineist > enough courage to be unpopular I like this one Oct 13	7	0	0	—	1,000
@dererererek4 They will feel the pain of my forgiveness. "You did this to me" as my heart pierces theirs with gratitude. Oct 20	1	2	0	—	800
Increasing clear how much it's up to me to create the structures and define the terms of the relationships I want to be in Oct 18	3	1	0	—	800
I'm going to be travelling in Romania for 2 weeks in Nov-Dec, interested in checking out other places in Europe around that time. Any friends/moots have recs? Aware of interesting events/retreats/festivals happening? Oct 13	5	0	0	—	800
@dererererek4 The ones who underestimated me will pay Oct 20	2	1	0	—	700
lmk if you want a voice memo Oct 18	2	1	0	—	700
Many "wellness" spaces are ripe enough to inject a developmental ethos, or at least an offramp to a developmental space. Oct 16	2	1	0	—	700
@majamediaco https://t.co/dSK1F22phw Oct 16	4	0	0	—	700
@janitachalam We love this Oct 22	3	0	0	—	600
@venividinotavi Hi Jason Oct 21	3	0	0	—	600
@jackkrone_ It's when one sees something or someone cute and there is a desire to have/engulf/consume/destroy it. It's the aggressive form of a healthy instinct to care; cuteness invites care and attention. Oct 20	1	1	0	—	600
@loopholekid i understand certain people better now Oct 19	1	1	0	—	600
We need more structures that enable people to learn that they must pay a cost, to accept pain, limitation, and loss, in order to gain self-sufficiency. Oct 16	1	1	0	—	600
@ollieglass This is a huge one Oct 13	1	1	0	—	600
@jackkrone_ It's a form of eros. I think motherly love is eros, it's a "consuming" love, it's merger. It's very powerful and becomes predatory at the extreme. Oct 20	0	1	0	—	500
it's time to pivot your high sensitivity into mysticism https://t.co/3VsPVyv7Dd Oct 19	2	0	0	—	500
"I am one with the Universe" gf "I am God" bf Oct 17	2	0	0	—	500
@dererererek4 @_jordan_bates I think the parts that are holding shame need to be held and loved first. Oct 17	0	1	0	—	500
Without any of these, the last resort is to be as still as possible and hope that they don't notice you. (freeze) Oct 12	0	1	0	—	500
If you've developed to be reliant on psychic strength, your body structure may be weaker, so gaining raw physical strength will prove challenging. Instead, you can choose a strategy: Oct 12	0	1	0	—	500
Without either of these, you have to rely on psychic strength, which necessarily means you have to open up your energetic boundary to read your aggressor and engage/manipulate/redirect them elsewhere. (fawn) Oct 12	0	1	0	—	500
And without psychic strength, well, hopefully you've got speed. Just run and hide. (flight) Oct 12	0	1	0	—	500
@funplings https://t.co/jkjSzBSS9n Oct 22	1	0	0	—	400
This is the goal https://t.co/MsQXFtSLdP Oct 18	1	0	0	—	400
Increasingly taking the position that there's a deep need for initiation rituals in our society. Oct 16	1	0	0	—	400
@Prigoose may i join? Oct 12	1	0	0	—	400
@jackkrone_ Exactly that Oct 20	0	0	0	—	300
@elaineshitposts It's perfect and beautiful Oct 20	0	0	0	—	300
@nosilverv The trick is to rationalize and ruminate all the way through, so that the contradictions implode on themselves and you reach escape velocity Oct 18	0	0	0	—	300
@PhiliDips_ same Oct 15	0	0	0	—	300
- Physically leverage your aggressor's strength against them (martial arts) - Learn social intuition and tactics to gain social protection (make friends) - Realize that you were always already safe in the spiritual plane (protected by God) Oct 12	0	0	0	—	300
Total · 36 tweets in Twitter Wars 2	105	28	1		27,200

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